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Atlas And The Cruel World

by Owsey

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Hey...I have no way left of reaching you now, so... i guess that saying this out loud is the last bit of hope I'm clinging on to. I'm not sure what I'm doing anymore. I think I need you more than you need me. I want you to know that I'm so, so proud of you. I thought I knew what it meant to have to be strong, but you... you're stronger than I ever was. Some days I still find it hard to believe. Other days my guilty conscience gets the better of me, and the weight of the world crushes any bit of love I had left within me. I wish I could talk to you one last time. I wish I could make things right. Because it's a cruel world, but you took me away from it all... and I'm so sorry. There's not a day goes by that I don't find myself staring far out to the horizon and thinking about you, and I can only imagine that this is how the story will continue to unfold for the rest of my life... because I've never loved anyone the way I love you. Nothing could ever pull you apart from me.
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Take me back to boy I was at seventeen Just to feel again Not this dream again I've been walking through the world with your ghost Trying to hold its hand Like a loveless man 'cause it's a cruel world But you took me away from it all Just like our old friend said Life's not what it seems Not at all When the story has been told And I'm left out wandering and cold It's only you that I see It's only you that can save me Someone far, far away had a dream Someone just like me Ruined by reality So I'll keep walking through the world 'till I can't no more Oh, all I ever wanted was you 'cause it's a cruel world But you took me away from it all Just like our old friend said Life's not what it seems Not at all When the story has been told And I'm left out wandering and cold It's only you that I see It's only you that can save me 'cause it's a cruel world But you took me away from it all Just like our old friend said Life's not what it seems Not at all
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Can you hear me now? When I'm far underwater Is it too soon now? When I call out your name? 'cause you're always on my mind What I've wanted all this time Could this be real? Thought that I would never feel this way again But when the heavens open And I'm drowning under that water There's a light above me And she's there with her hands So I try to understand What the hell is it I want? If you're just a dream And a million memories Then why do I weep at night? Oh I've never felt quite right I gave you all that I had But It wasn't enough As I grew older I'd hoped you'd turn to dust Now I drive across the country with a ghost I've came to know Yeah, she's sitting right beside me I just smile and say hello Can you hear me now? When I'm far underwater Is it too soon now When I call out your name? 'cause you're always on my mind What I've wanted all this time
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You've been running in circles through my mind I ask myself "what's to find?" Yet somehow I seem to find you in everything Everywhere Down to the seasons Between the lines Thought there must be a reason why our lives intertwined But I just keep on waiting for the moment when the rain starts falling I don't know what you're going to say But I'm going to say it anyway And there's a part of me that knows it That you're a part of me, too... You've been running in circles through my mind I ask myself "what's to find?" Yet somehow I seem to find you in everything Everywhere Down to the seasons Between the lines Thought there must be a reason why our lives intertwined But I just keep on waiting for the moment when the rain starts falling I don't know what you're going to say But I'm going to say it anyway And there's a part of me that knows it That you're a part of me, too...
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I had a friend A friend since we were kids And no matter what I did He would always have my back I had a friend But hidden in the dark Was an old and troubled heart That in time would fall apart Can we talk just one last time? Heaven can wait just another while But I know you've gotta go And you weren't just the only one Other families cried for their other sons But I know you gotta go Don't you say That it's alright 'cause it's not right And oh there's nothing more that I can do for you So don't you say That it's alright 'cause it's not right... Now I'm staring Down upon a grave Where the man I could not save Will never see the sky ahead Oh my brother You're half the world away But you're with me everyday (oh you're with me everyday) Can we talk just one last time? Heaven can wait just another while But I know you've gotta go And you weren't just the only one Other families cried for their other sons But I know gotta go Don't you say That it's alright 'cause it's not right And oh there's nothing more that I can do for you So don't you say That it's alright 'cause it's not right...
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And though I wanted you Couldn't always have it all Now some old friends are gone Couldn't always help them all When I fell down I only wanted you to lift me up But I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders Now that I'm older I look back at the way I was Being younger I thought that I could rule the world I lost you when I knew I'd lost myself In time I'll find other ways And while you slept I fought all the roaring cries of battle I tore out all of the Earth's grass 'till my cardiac had passed And I knew then There Was No Love Left In Me And then came a world of tears Now that I'm older I look back at the way I was Being younger I thought that I could rule the world I lost you when I knew I'd lost myself In time I'll find other ways
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Suddenly I began imagining I was her man And the sun on her face No use remembering the old days Now that you're not around And I couldn't save you in the end Silent eyes crying While I'm watching her from afar Silent eyes cry Watching her from afar Her story is old and still at play But I must hurry upon my way For I'll be running all of my life I wish I'd married her But it came to pass Maybe one day I'll be free from you Silent eyes crying While I'm watching her from afar Silent eyes crying Watching her from afar
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27 Dreams 04:12
Why can you never leave my mind? Why am I always stuck in time? Take me home But which way is back? Thought I'd found it Already You escaped along with all of my dreams My dreams Dreams Now I know why Why can you never leave my mind? Why am I always stuck in time?
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released October 23, 2020

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